It Always Happens When It's Cold

In an October, I found out my husband of 2 months (the donor) had been cheating on me the whole time. In a November I lost two babies, one by natural miscarriage and one by a D & C. In a December I found out that fairytales really don't come true...that frogs really do have warts, stepmothers are always considered wicked, and evil queens do reign. So I guess that seeing as this is the first really cold day of the year, I shouldn't be surprised that today was one of those days that I had to pick myself up off the floor.
Only God knows why He thinks I am so strong. I can only trust that this too, like all the other things, will only make me stronger. I do believe that the reason these things always happen to me when it's cold is because maybe if my body is already numb, my heart won't hurt so bad.....
Have I told you before that I don't like the cold???